MAHORAGA
I CONTINUE ON
I stand here in darkness, no halo overhead.
A shadow in my heart; which houses my golden wheel within its void;
The void in my soul
No wings.
The observant eyes of a hunter; I see the threat before I am harmed;
Preemptive.
A small rotation; Never enough,
To mitigate; always enough to keep me living,
The dread of knowing; No matter how much pain you endure.
There will be no overflow.
It builds, reaching the ceiling and when the pressure is maximized;
The wheel spins.
My ceiling higher;
The pressure still ripping me apart; teetering on the edge of destruction.
This wheel stopping my soul from coming apart,
fractures forming; emanating from my heart.
A glass at the edge of shattering.
I am kept together; forcefully,
By the point mass in my core of darkness.
The pain not even being allowed to leak through the cracks.
I contain it all.
As I continue on;
A Fractured Monster.


Intense piece of writing, the crying in the background makes everything more real.